Music

I love many kinds of music and had went through various change in musical preference. From indie to mainstream. From classical music to jazz. Music is very important for me.

Books

A little bit different from other girls, rather than spend my money to buy clothes, shoes, or cosmetics, I usually choose to buy books instead.

Pharmacy

Pharmacists are healthcare professionals who practice in pharmacy, the field of health sciences focusing on safe and effective medication use. For me the science of pharmacy is fascinating and interesting.

Movie

I'm a movie enthusiast. Particularly for Fantasy, Adventure, Animation and Science-Fiction Movie. It's a nice way to escape the reality for a while.

Anime and Manga

I love to read manga and watch anime ^^

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

One Piece

One Piece is a popular Japanese Shonen manga by Eichiro Oda, a former assistant of Nobuhiro Watsuki sensei on famous manga Rurouni Kenshin. This manga begin serialized in Weekly Shonen Jump in 1997 and currently ranked as the best selling manga of all time in manga history! Wow!! Sasuga desu ne !!!
Despite frequently hear about how good this manga is, at first I'm not interested to read it at all. Well, as a girl, I prefer to read manga with beautiful illustration (and handsome boy in it >///<) and honestly, Eichiro Oda sensei's drawing isn't what I would call beautiful.  But about 8 years ago, out of curiosity I began to read One Piece and I love it!!! This manga which tell story about the adventure of Monkey D. Luffy, a boy who aim to be the Pirate King, just capture my heart *0^. 

I won't write the whole story here, you guys can read this manga or read it online on internet like in here. But I would tell you why I love this manga so much ^0^…
      







  •       I love the character in this manga

One Piece's main protagonist, Monkey D. Luffy is a sincere, good hearted and honest boy. Well, despite he is a gluttony (he has huge appetite & eats too much meat.  Eeuw…) and has a carefree personality, he's a good captain and willing to risk his life for his crew to the point that could make me shed tears.  He always use straw hat, a give from Red Hair Shanks, one of Yonko (Four Sea Emperor) who once save Luffy’s life. That’s way people call Luffy’s fleet as Straw Hat Pirates.
Sometimes Luffy seems like a stupid boy, reckless and rarely concerned with the consequence of his action. If I think about it now, I feel like he's actually understand his situation but choose to follow his instinct. He has great ambition to be the Pirate King. To fulfill his dream, Luffy planned to find at least 10 members (with abilities that he think necessary) as his crew. 
Most of main characters in this manga are interesting and well develop including all Straw Hat Pirates Crew, their enemies, Shicibukai, Yonko, and Marines. Here are some of characters in One Piece:




Luffy is the Captain of Straw Hat Pirates. He eat Devil Fruit, Gomu Gomu no Mi, that makes him a Rubber Man!! His dream is to be the Pirate King and to found the ultimate treasure, One Piece. I love Luffy so much! He is the strongest in Straw Hat Pirates and one of Eleven Supernova, 11 new pirates that has bounty more than 100 million belli.





Roronoa Zoro is the Swordsman of Straw Hat Pirates that once renowned as Zoro the Pirate Hunter. His signature move is the Three Swords Style (Santoryu). His ambition is to be the invincible swordsman and he's also one of Eleven Supernova.

Nami is the Navigator of  Straw Hat Pirates. Her special ability is to steal (laugh) and she has enormous knowledge about weather.  She's very clever. Clima tact is her weapon that specially made by Usopp for her. Its attack based on its ability to change weather condition. Later, Usopp upgrades her weapon to the Perfect Clima-Tact. Her dream is to make the world map. The story about Nami that I love the most is in Arlong Arc. I shed tears a lot when I read that story arc T.T.

Usopp is the Sniper of  Straw Hat Pirates. He was often labeled as "liar" because he loves to tell a made up story and initially act cowardly in every situation. His special ability is his accuracy in shooting and he loves to create weapons and traps. In Pre-Enies Lobby Arc, he had dispute with Luffy regarding decision to replace their ship, Going Merry, with another ship that resulted in Usopp leaving the Straw Hat Pirate. But to save Robin, he choose to come to Enies Lobby as his Alter Ego, Soge King, and eventually rejoin the group again. His goal is to be the brave warrior of the sea.



Sanji is the Chef of Straw Hat Pirates and one of the main battle force in the group. He really loves women and often so kind to them. His strength lies in his leg, hence he renowned as the Black Leg Sanji. He could use his hand in battles too but choose not to do it because he regards hands as precious thing for Chef and he doesn't want risking his hand to be injured in battles. Finding the legendary sea, All Blue, is his biggest dream. When marines create his wanted poster, they didn't take his photo correctly, therefore they use a sketch (laugh). Sanji is really furious to see that his poster is not similar with him at all (LOL). 





Tony Tony Chopper is the Doctor of Straw Hat Pirates. He's really cute!!!!! But don't mistaken. He is a devil fruit user that eat Hito Hito no Mi so he could talk even though he's a reindeer. When he eat his rumble balls he becomes a wild fighter!! Because marines thought that he's just the Straw Hat Pirates Pet, his bounty is just 50 belly (laugh). That's make him furious. His ambition is to become a doctor capable of treating every sickness



Nico Robin is the Archaeologist of Straw Hat Pirates.  She's really clever and has a sad story. Her story in Enies Lobby Arc makes me weep. T.T. In my opinion, Robin is the most mature one in the group. Her ambition is to find the hidden truth, unrecorded history of the world.


Franky is the Shipwright of Straw Hat Pirates. He is partly a cyborg and love to incorporate cool weapons to his body. He made Thousand Sunny, current Straw Hat Pirates's Ship. To be able to sail around the world and make ship built from the legendary Adam Wood is his ambition.


Brooke is the Musician and Swordsman of Straw Hat Pirates. He is a pervert and funny talking skeleton. Apart from his swordsmanship, he also could put enemy to sleep with his music. His wish is to return to his whale friend (Laboon). 












  • I love the story. Oda sensei love to make side story in which you never think that story has something significant in the development of the story line. For example, i thought the story about Laboon before they enter the Grand Line just an additional story. Who would have guess that Brooke, the 9th Member of Straw Hat Pirates is the friend that Laboon always waiting for? I love to be surprised (^.^). For those who haven't read One Piece, hurry up to read it. I really recommended this manga!!! But I guess it's also depend on your preference though. 

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Big Bang Alive Tour 2012, Jakarta Date has been Announced!!!

A recent announcement has come from Big Bang. Tour date in Jakarta, Indonesia has just been confirmed to be on October 13th 2012!!! The live concert itself will be held in Mata Elang International Stadium. I'm happy and excited!!!! I really hope there's no sudden hindrance that could prevent me from attending the concert ^-*. There's no information regarding the ticket price yet but I'm sure it will come out soon. As comparison, ticket price for their show in Tokyo Dome is 9500 Yen (about Rp. 1.100.000. Woah, higher than L'Arc`en~Ciel Ticket for their 20th Anniversary live?? Are you kidding me? But well, Big Bang is renowned as the most expensive artist in Korea so it's not surprising v(^o^)v) and 88000 Won (about Rp. 720.000) in Korea. Those ticket price is for all seat so I don't know whether we could estimated the same price for Indonesia since promoter here usually divide price based on seat e.g VIP, premium, regular, etc. But I suggested you to prepare at least Rp. 1.000.000,- if you want to attend their concert in Jakarta (glancing at my bankbook. Sighh...) So, are you ready for Alive Tour??

I will attend this concert!!! Errmm.. Maybe (laugh)

Monday, May 28, 2012

What Can I Do by Seungri

Seungri in What Can I Do MV
I don't know why but lately I've been crazy about this song. I really love to hear it, makes me want to shout "Nan eojjeorago?" (in Korea, this phrase mean "then what am I supposed to do?" or "then what should I do?" or "then what can I do?". Well, I guess you get the general idea about what this phrase mean). Oh Seungri, nan  eojjeorago? >////<. Seungri-shi looks handsome in the music video. I love his outfit, his dance, and choreography!! An easy listening song. I don't know when will I get tired with this song tough (laugh). I'm getting bored pretty easily to easy listening songs & I usually love indie songs more (laugh again).

Don't be sad because she rejected you darling, you could always come into my arms (laugh)



A song for the broken heart, here is the english translation of the lyrics (credit to solshin3 @ 21bangs.com):

VI VI VI like this.
can’t stop this.
I’m break it down down down
break it down down
break it break it down down
I’m break it down down down
break it down down
break it break it down down

Saying that I’m your man
I trusted you buy why
You say it’s for my own good

Please don’t say don’t say
so tell me why you’re doing this to me
baby I can’t do anything
You left me alone like this like a dummy, why did you leave

Chorus:
What am I supposed to do?
You don’t like this or that and you
keep blaming me when it’s not my fault
Then what am I suppose to do?
What am I suppose to do?

I gave you everything that I had and laid it down before you
The only left for me is you
Don’t avoid me anymore

I’m break it down down down
break it down down
break it break it down down
I’m break it down down down
break it down down
break it break it down down

I didn’t have any thoughts about meeting you again
Again, why
Every night in my dreams you’re smiling

so tell me why you’re doing this to me
baby I can’t do anything
You left me alone like this like a dummy, why did you leave

Chorus:
What am I supposed to do?
I gave you everything that I had and laid it down before you
The only thing I have left is you
Don’t avoid me anymore

Let’s break it down
What am I supposed to do?

hey I’m slowly break it down
I’m slowly break it down
What am I supposed to do?
I can’t send you off like this

Chorus:
What am I supposed to do?
I gave you everything that I had and laid it down before you
The only thing I have left is you
Don’t avoid me anymore

I’m break it down down down
break it down down
break it break it down down
I’m break it down down down
break it down down
break it break it down down
The Video on Youtube BigBang Official Account:


You could also download the song here.
Enjoy!!

Home by Tablo featuring Lee Sora

Home is one of my favorite song from Tablo. As usual, the lyrics is beautiful and touching. What makes this song even more beautiful is Lee Sora's voice. Renowned as one of the most unique and beautiful voice in South Korea, her voice could makes me overflowing with emotion. This song is great, especially if you hear it when you sad or frustrated. Here is the video of the live performance on Lee Sora's Show, Second Proposal:



The english translation of the lyrics (credit to Project Musictology):

It’s dizzying to step over the threshold. It’s a familiar border.
Needless feelings that I pushed away because they cluttered my heart are coated with dust
If I leave here, it will be death. I dropped my steps, for I hated the unfamiliar happiness more than familiar sorrow…
I’m afraid that I will be a used-up shoe. The world, the time, the people put me on crooked. Forget.
What the world thinks piles up like the mountains of newspapers and notices in front of my door. Do not lay out all those demands.
This is my home. Leave me alone. Do not come in, anywhere but here.

Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.

Would I have the right to happiness? Why is it that I’m mired so deeply in such shallow wound.
Living is like getting through a hail of arrows, but why do I have such a big target tacked on my heart?
Emotions run the extremes, and I get left behind, slow-feet-ed. I can’t grasp my heart.
I let the world slip through. With happiness only few steps up, I crank up more stairs myself.
For some people all this would be terrifying, but for me its more familiar than laughing.
Crying is just like breathing, the longer you hold it the longer you will exhale.
Let me breathe. Sorrow is my home. I’ll stay, right here, where I was.
Even when I go out to happiness, I know well now that I’ll always come back home.

Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.

To the sorrow that has become my home,
To the sorrow that has become my home, can I invite you?

Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.

If you interested, you could download it here
I'm sure you won't regret it! Have a nice day!

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Big Bang Alive Tour 2012, Jakarta Confirmed!!!

A happy news just come from Big Bang. They're gonna come to Indonesia as part of their Alive Tour!!!!

Big Bang Alive Tour 2012 will be held in 16 countries and 25 cities
Right now, there's no more information regarding time, venue and price of the ticket but it is rumored to be in October. I hope I could attended their concert because I think I'm gonna be quite busy in that month.

I don't have much love for Jakarta and I prefer to stay in my hometown, Bali. One thing that makes me happy for staying here is because I could watch live concerts of many artists. Yay! I'm gonna post all the information I got concerning this concert when it is available. Right now all I'm gonna do is prepare my saving. Fu fu fu. Wish me luck!!!

Monday, May 14, 2012

L'Arc~en~Ciel World Tour 2012, Jakarta

Almost 2 weeks ago, my dream to came to one of L'Arc~en~Ciel concert became reality. I've been their fan from so long time ago so the first time I heard about their concert in Indonesia I feel so excited. I didn't have any idea that there were lots of their fans that more excited than me tough (laugh). The very first day of ticket sales online, all the VIP and premium ticket was sold out. That day, I was in Bali spending holiday with my family. And while I was still thinking whether I would booked VIP ticket later in Jakarta, there's no more VIP or premium ticket left for me (laugh). So, I bought a regular ticket instead (>.< and after that suddenly some people sells their VIP tickets because they couldn't attended the concert).

My ticket
Their concert was held in weekday so I had difficulty to attended it on time. I have to work, duh. I spoke to my bosses, tell them that I would leave 30 minutes earlier than I obliged to because I have to go to L'Arc`en~Ciel concert. Silly me. I thought 30 minutes would be sufficient. I underestimated Jakarta traffic!! When I'm finally arrived at the concert place, the queue had been so long >.<.  I was afraid that I'm gonna be in the back row.

the queue to enter the concert place
I enter the concert place at 7 o'clock. The waiting seems too long but fortunately all the L'Arc~en~Ciel fans there was so funny that I smile, laugh, and not get bored. I even be acquainted with some people. Finally, concert started at 8 o'clock and it was one of the best moment of my life!!!! Hyde's voice was admirable and so melodious!!!! Well, he lost his voice sometimes when he tired but overall the performance was super!!!!


I was afraid that I couldn't see their performance from the back row. Fortunately I could see it from the big screen on the left and right the main screen. Their MC was so funny too because they tried to speak Indonesian. I sing, dance, scream at the concert along with all fans there. I really was a dork in that concert. wkwkwk. It felt so great!!! So many people there become one, act together as fans.  It drizzled some moment before the encore. We sing along the chorus from "Anata" in the drizzle rain and suddenly when L'Arc~en~Ciel finally show up themself for encore, the rain stop!! As if those rain only drop in order to create the melancholic atmosphere in "Anata". The organizer open the fence that separate the premium and regular gate. I go to the front along with some fans. We're so happy as the fence that separate the premium and VIP was also opened. That's why I could go to the VIP place and finally see L'Arc~en~Ciel straight with my eyes!!! Yes baby, I really see them!!! I was so happy at that time. I was rushed to go to the concert without able to eat anything first, stuck in traffic jam for hours, experience long queuing but it all paid off with their performance!! I'm looking forward to the next concert that I would attend. What would it be?? Fu fu fu

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Big Bang

Okay. This is actually very embarrassing >////<. You know, I always say to myself that I'm not gonna fall for a group of beautiful boys that called "Boyband".  Well, I know several boybands like Backstreet Boys, Boyzone, Westlife, A1, N-Sync. They have some good songs that I really like to hear, but I'm not their fan.  A lot of their songs didn't meet my standard in terms of musical composition (well, but I guess Backstreet Boys's songs are acceptable. I love their songs). I tend to love more complicated songs and their songs is too easy to listen  The more complex a song is, the more it's lasted in my playlist ^-*. But somehow, without knowing why exactly this happened, I must swallow back my words that I never gonna be fan of a boyband.

The source of my embarrassing statement here is a Korean Boyband that called Big Bang. Yes. A Korean Boyband. Arghh.. It's really embarrassing because I always look down on Korea music industry. You know, with overwhelming case of plastic surgery among their artists, I always thought that Korean people is really materialistic. I thought that their society blatantly values face and appearance over talent. But this is not the case in Big Bang. For a Korean Idol, their face is so-so (if you compare it to another Korean Boybands).

Their Look for Mini Magazine in 2012
Big Bang was formed in 2006 by YG Entertainment Company. At first they just fairly successful but as the boyband itself take more control in songs production, their popularity increase. When I'm in university, I have a friend that really love Korean Music and say that she likes Big Bang. Personally, I didn't really interested with Big Bang's music video that she showed to me at that time. I became more interested towards them when they release "Haru haru" single. But just that. No more feelings. At that time, she try hard to make me fangirling with her about several Korean boyband (including Big Bang), but fail miserably. Ha ha ha

In 2009, I read news in a magazine that G- Dragon (member of Big Bang), release an album called "Heartbreaker". In 2010, one of my favorite band, Alice Nine, release a new single, "Senkou". Some commented about how the appearance of Hiroto (Alice Nine's guitarist, my favorite boy!!!) is similar to G-dragon in "Heartbreaker" since he dyed his hair to blonde. I guess that's the first time I was interested to G-Dragon (>////<), because he resembles Hiroto-kun.

G-Dragon in Heart Breaker MV
My favorite boy who love photography, Hiroto-kun!!! So? Are they resemble each other??





Back with their latest album Alive in 2012




I didn't really follow them, but suddenly in 2011 I heard rumors that Big Bang was on verge of breaking because of car accident that involved Daesung and G-Dragon's marijuana scandal. At that time, I felt itt's a pitty because I've heard their Tonight & Love Song that year & think I actually quite like those songs. Right when I was beginning to have interest in them, the rumor said they're going to disband. However, in 2012, they release their comeback album "Alive" after 1 year of hard time because of all incidents that happened to them. I really don't know how to explain this, but out of curiosity I searched Youtube and began to hear their new songs from "Alive". Surprisingly, I really love that album.




Big Bang consist of 5 talented boys:

Kwon Ji Yong, more popularly known by his stage name, GD or G Dragon is the leader of Big Bang. His stage name comes from his real name. Ji homo-sound with G and Yong is the Korean language for Dragon, hence Ji Yong is G Dragon. He composed most of Big Bang music. Personally, I really like songs that he composed. Although there are many scandals and incidents happened to him, I respected him as a talented song composer. Though he always looks like a mischievous and conceit boy, he has a very beautiful smile. But I don't really like his voice. Ha ha ha.


Kang Dae Sung, also known as Daesung or D-Lite was mocked as the unpretty boy. Personally, I really like his voice and regard him as one of the main reason why I like Big Bang. He said that when Big Bang was formed he gave them troubles immediately because he sing out of tunes in 8 of 10 stages due to vocal chord nodule then experience stage fright. In 2011, he was involved in a car accident in which 1 motorcyclist death. Aside from singing and write lyrics for songs, he also had host several variety and music show in Korea. Dae Sung is so funny!! And he has a really beautiful smile that makes people call him the Smiling Angel.

Lee Seung Hyun, also known by his stage name Seung Ri or V.I is the maknae (youngest member). He's the mood maker in the band and famous for his ability in networking with many people. He even got a commercial film (CF) in Japan just by talking with his acquaintance (^o^). LOL. Aside from singing, write lyrics and compose song, Seung Ri is an actor and hosting some music programmes. Every time he appear on a show, all of his members got nervous because of what he will say ^0^.  He's also choreograph a large portion of Big Bang dance in the past (they have professional choreographer now) and have an academy called Seung Ri Academy. 



Dong Young Bae, also known as Taeyang or Sol is the main vocalist and dancer of Big Bang. He has the best voice in Big Bang along with Daesung. He even won the best male award for his solo album. G Dragon said that Taeyang is the most manly but also the most one lacking experience with girl in Big Bang. All the other members said that he has the most genuine and kind character. But he love to prank his members.

Choi Seung Hyun, also known as T.O.P is the main rapper in Big Bang along with G Dragon. I personally think that he is the most handsome one in Big Bang although when he was young he was chubby and have to loss weight in order to be accepted in YG Entertainment. Aside from singing, writing song lyrics, and compose songs, he's also an actor, notably in I Am Sam, Iris, Nineteen and Into the Fire, and even got an award!!! I love his acting. Big Bang loves to make drama parody with T.O.P as the main character. He is the tallest in Big Bang but rumor said that he's the most childish member. 


Some of my favorite songs from them:
Cafe

Fantastic Baby





Tonight


Beautiful Hangover


Love Song

Blue

Haru haru



Bad Boy


Lies


I hope they would continue to make good music. I'm looking forward to their next work ^o^


All photos credit to: bigbangupdates.com

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Bad by Tablo

Lately, I've been listening to a hip hop/rap  artist called Tablo. I'm not even a huge fan of Korean music, but I must admit that I slowly become attached to his songs.

Once said as one of the best lyricist in Korea, his songs has deep meaning that capture my attention. It's not surprising since Tablo hold Master Degree in Creative Writing from Stanford University (Yes darling. Stanford University that I'm longing all my life to enter!!!). Well, his academic background gave him so much trouble in 2010-2011 because there's  a community that suspected he actually never go to Stanford University and demand the truth from Tablo. Despite the irrefutable prove that he really hold master degree from Stanford University, that community still exist. Geez, sometimes I hate those netizens. 


I quickly in love with his music
One of my favorite songs from him is "Bad". I never had any bad experiences in love that could make me say that this is my theme song but somehow I could link it to my personal feeling . Yeah baby, Love is so bad bad bad bad bad, as you could feel from the lyrics of this song.

Here is the english translation of the song:
They say something has changed.
They say I’ve changed.
They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.
They say something has changed.
They say I’ve changed.
They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.
They claim they don’t understand.
They tell me I used to be cheerful but now my eyes and tone of my voice lost its light and admits fear.
Unsure whether it’s because of the painful memory but I go on by emptying my heart.
Lucid hearts are defective products of this world. That’s why I badly want to taint mine.
They tell me that if you love, you start to take after each other; maybe I want to take after you a bit.
Atrocious. Love is atrocious.
You were the very reason I breathe for, but now you’re suffocating me.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.
More you know, worse you become.

The words I wouldn't normally get riled up about: “You don’t seem yourself”.
I question, “What is me?” but of course I know only too well.
I can’t bear to look at myself.
Whether I’ve been embraced or have closed my eyes, I just can’t sleep at ease.
I yearn for alcohol, something I usually have hard drinking.
Drunk on anxiety, as the dawn drizzle pours down I stagger through the street
I start to quarrel and my mouth that once used to whisper so many kind words has been tainted by a profanity.
Can’t rest till this small thing becomes a catastrophe.
I end up telling lies like a second nature and you keep harassing me in the name of ‘Love’
Atrocious. Human are atrocious.
You were the very reason I opened my eyes for, but now you’re hiding them.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.
Only thing that’s worse than you is,
I, who couldn’t forget you and ended up being tainted.
I, who continues to act cold towards the other people.
Only thing that’s worse than you is,
I, who couldn’t forget you and ended up being tainted.
I, who is cold towards the other people.
Atrocious, it’s atrocious.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
What we call love.
Love is a sickness.
Can I get a witness?
Atrocious, it’s atrocious.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
What we call love.
Love is a sickness.
Can I get a witness?
Love is a sickness.
Love.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only gets worse as you dig deeper.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.
Love only pains as you learn about it.
Credit to:LYBIO.net

This is the Video in Youtube:


You could download this song here.

If you prefer song with more commercial feel, you could watch other  Tablo's song, Tomorrow:

So, what do you think?  It's not my fault if I like Tablo, isn't it?

Friday, May 11, 2012

Sashiburi Da Ne!!!

It's been a long time that i never post anything in this blog. Maybe because I'm busy. Maybe because I'm lazy. Maybe because there's something wrong in my life recently that it feels like I'm going crazy. Maybe because a bunch of other stupid reasons. But lets forget about all that whining, the show must go on.

If I look back years before, I feel that nowadays I'm really different with my old-self. Half of me change to be better, the other half worsen. For example, in creativity. When I was in junior and senior high school I love to write stories, poems, drama, but it's so hard for me now. I don't know. The words just came effortlessly when I'm young. It is easy to transformed what's on my mind into words.

Why? Naze? What makes this difference? That's what I'm currently searching. Maybe because as an adult I face so many sad reality that I lost trust in fantasy. I lost my imagination. Moreover, I work in a field that doubt everything except there are adequate evidences ^-^.

This blog is one of place that I hope can makes me know myself more. In this challenging world where everyone so busy fighting for this life, I lost my time for works, works, and works. It's time to give myself some me-time. Maybe while I'm searching inside myself through this journey, I could find the remaining fragments of my creativity. ^o^.